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Beach

In 1974, I said goodbye to the beach and the Chesapeake Bay. The move to Texas put me 1,200 miles away from it. However, during my childhood, the beach was a wonderful place to wade along the shore, cast a fishing line, beach comb, swim, or sunbathe.

It’s surprising what drifts ashore on a beach, especially after a storm. I spent many days picking up rocks, sea glass, shells and driftwood. Fishing from the beach was as simple as peeling a softshell clam and putting it on a hook. Mullet, Sea Bass, Croaker—you name it. We reeled in all kinds of fish and eels from the Chesapeake.

In my early teens, the beach was a refuge. The ebb and flow of the waves often cleared my mind from a grueling day at middle school.

Twenty-three years later, in 1997, I returned to my familiar beach. Surprisingly, huge rocks and boulders filled the shoreline—Maryland’s attempt to deter soil erosion. The beach I knew had changed, yet it still held many memories.

Today, there are only a few designated places to access the beach. Whenever I visit the Eastern Shore, I drive into one of these areas, park the car, take off my shoes and meander to the beachfront. Feeling the sand underneath my feet and the cool bay waters lapping at my ankles take me back to a carefree time. I inhale the familiar salty scent and savor the moment—surrounded by the Chesapeake.

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Love Unsurpassed

Drawing water, it never ends

I smile and nod then stoop to bend

and fill my pots amidst the sneers,

feeling outcast I wipe the tears.

The others leave. At last alone,

to fill my pots then head for home.

Married five times. Oh what’s the use?

Loving someone just means abuse.

“Excuse me ma’am, I need a drink.”

A man’s voice? I turn and blink.

“Why you’re a Jew, talking to me?”

I look at him, no scorn I see.

“Living water,” he says to me,

“will give new life and set you free.”

“Living water? Where do I go?

Jacob’s deep well is all I know.

Come here to draw, day after day.

Yet, I still thirst. What did you say?

Get my husband? And bring him here?

I’ve no husband!” He perseveres.

“You have had five,” he says to me.

“You a prophet? My past, you see?

Messiah will come. He’ll tell all things.

He will save us. He’ll be our king.”

“Messiah is here. I am He!

I’ve come for you. Do you believe?”

Leaving the well and pots behind

I run to town and look to find

others to tell, others to see,

Christ the Savior revealed to me!

“Come see a man–told me all things.

This is the Christ. This is our King!

They come and see and hear Him too.

Many believe. Their hopes renew.

Living water springs in my soul.

Quenching the thirst. Making me whole.

My thirsting for love ends at last.

I’ve met Jesus. Love unsurpassed.

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Nevertheless

A lifetime of fishing, I knew firsthand.

Yet I did what he said and obeyed his command.

Got so many fish. How did he know?

Our boat half-sunk under the load.

“Bread and fish on the fire. Come and dine,” said he.

“It’s the Lord,” I shouted. But how can it be?

With clothes tossed aside, I dove in and swam

to my Savior, my Lord, the great I Am.

Oh what a morning on Galilee’s shore

where he fed our bellies and our souls much more!

Filled and refreshed, blessed gathering on the beach.

Assured of our mission and the hearts we must reach.

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Enter Broken, Leave Whole

Crraacck! All who heard the breaking of the alabaster box and inhaled its sweet fragrance knew this was no ordinary oil.

They watched her. The woman who opened the stone container which held her valuable oil. Her body and hands trembled as she knelt before Jesus. With her hands wet from her abundance of tears, she carefully poured the oil and anointed Jesus’ feet. She sobbed. Expressed thanks. Kissed his feet, wiped them with her hair and cried (Luke 7:47).

And yet, even in this same worshipful atmosphere, there stood a man skeptical and unmoved. This man, Judas, the disciple who kept the purse strings and later betrayed Jesus, focused on the guesstimated cost and seemingly waste of oil.

Which person will I be?

When someone has been given much, much will be required in return. Luke 12:48 NLT

The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit: a broken and a contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. Psalm 51:17 KJV

John 12:3-8

Luke 7: 44-50

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God’s Math–God’s Way

From our viewpoint, God’s math seems fuzzy. In Numbers 7 you read about Levi’s sons-three men who were given twelve oxen and six wagons.

One son received four oxen and two wagons. One son received eight oxen and four wagons, and one son (Kohath) received no oxen, no wagons. Zilch, zero, nada. Doesn’t appear fair does it?  Yet, God had a reason for the uneven distribution. 

Kohath, and the men in his family who didn’t receive any oxen or wagons were given the greater responsibility of carrying the holy vessels and furniture of the Tabernacle. God knew these items were too precious to be placed on a wagon. They had to be entrusted to men who valued their sacredness. Men who would carefully pack these items, which were unseen to the average Israelite, and carry them in an ark on their shoulders. 

The Old Testament is full of types and shadows. Perhaps this was meant to be a foreshadowing to us. Our human nature will often compare ourselves to others. We may see our load and what we’re dealt with as not being fair. But in viewing things through the Spirit realm, God’s perspective, could it be that He has a unique, specialized responsibility for you?

Numbers 7: 1-9

Isa 55: 8-9

2 Cor 4: 7

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Hand in Hand

A small act of chivalry, yet it means so much. Whenever we’re walking together and my husband realizes I’m the one walking closest to the street he’ll say, “We need to switch places. I should be over there.”

We switch. I smile, knowing he’s willing to take a muddy splash, or in the worst case, a hit from an erring driver to insure my safety.

I have a spiritual protector beside me too. He’s promised to always be with me. I may never know the times He’s fought off unseen hindrances or attacks. Yet I trust Him.

I think I’ll keep walking.

Phl 3:14, 2 Tim 4:7, Rev 2:10d

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Things Looking Dark? It’s Time to Trust

Not long after we entered Carlsbad Caverns the park ranger asked us to turn off our lanterns. Everything I heard about conditions being so dark that you couldn’t see your hand in front of your face was true. I waved my hand several times in front of my eyes. Still, I couldn’t see them.

I’ve often wondered if it was the same pitch black atmosphere for Moses when he stepped into the darkness and met with God, Exodus 20:21. Others, kept their distance. But Moses, knew God would meet him there.

At times, situations in life seem uncertain, bleak, dark. What a comfort to know the Light of the World can be found in the darkness, even the thick darkness.

Deut. 5:22, 1 Ki 8:12, 2 Chr 6:1

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Dirt Taker, Heart Cleanser

Got dirt? Something unclean? It won’t stop God! His Heavenly resume includes the following:

  • Genesis 2:7-Formed man from the dust of the ground.
  • Mark1:41-Touched a leper and declared him clean.
  • Mark 5:41-Touched a dead girl and brought her back to life.
  • John 8:6-Removed a woman’s accusers by writing words in the ground with my finger.
  • John 9:6-Healed a blind man by making clay eye salve from my spit and a little dirt.
  • John 13:5-Exemplified servant-leadership by washing my friends’ feet.

But what about invisible dirt—internal yucky stuff? If I pour it out can He handle it?

Crimson dirt cries, “Yes!”

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Deja Brew

Spreading chicken salad on a slice of bread swept me away to a time when I was four.

“Let’s have a tea party,” I’d say to mom.

Mom would bring out little sandwiches on little plates and place them on a little table. Our party was complete with little cups and a little silver tea pot.

Now, decades later I’m making sandwiches and brewing tea–mom’s lunch request. I pour the tea into mugs and arrange four triangular sandwiches on a little plate.

A tea party once more.

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A Crow’s Nest, An Oak Grove and An Apron

The inner chamber, a phrase from Isaiah 26:20, means any place apart. For Edward Wilson, it was the crow’s nest on the ship Terra Nova. He’d often climb to it during his expeditions to Antarctica. He called it his private chapel.

Vesta Mangun’s father, Royal Gibson would slip away to his favorite place of prayer–a secluded oak grove not far from his house. Many miracles and healings occurred throughout his ministry. He knew that power with God came through unwavering faith in His word and in the power of the name of Jesus.

Susanna Wesley, (1669-1742), mother of nineteen children including John and Charles Wesley, would sit down and pull her apron up over her head. Her children knew to be extra quiet during this time so they wouldn’t disturb her time of prayer.

What does this have to do with outreach? Everythng! John 6:44.

We must pray until~

This robe of flesh I’ll drop and rise
To seize the everlasting prize
And shout while passing through the air
Fare well, fare well, sweet hour of prayer.

(Last verse of Sweet Hour of Prayer)

Selah

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